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If my dearest Mary was aware of the extent of my engagements since I came to this place I am sure she would pardon my apparent neglect or forgetfulness on my part - under this impression I will avoid the disagreeable apologetic strain usually presented to correspondents - and commence at once with our pleasures which I am sure will be more acceptable to my fair friend - The first of our engagements you are already privy to I mean the party like - I can only acquaint you of Mrs Scoots party & diners others that have served to pass our evening hours - & in the morning visit the kind folks that of the old settled motions to me & the young stylish bucks to Rosalie - except the morning ones - It would serve you for the moment - but grieve you to the soul & our sake often awhile to see me at the horrible state of things cornered by some old Grandame talking about the sober realities of life - tis seldom indeed that I can even peep into the formal scenes of my youth One says “Mrs Lomox when do you intend to --?-- keeping; another says tis rough I think for you to attend to your respective family - you had better remain with your two parents - is worth the advice of many & the horrible anticipations of all I am in a complete state of doubt & fear - tho finding apart I would recommend to all my young friend to seek out & help --?-- for themselves tis indeed of the --?-- status we appreciate as much quiet & indisposed of the work - E. Mason arrived last evening with your short letter to Rose - I really grieve at your present last condition - Indeed you should be more provident & if you will not engage yourself to your numerous swains - at least keep some hangers on in case of desertion - Only then you will be more grieve at your state too when I tell you the fair Boon Mason is in for promotion only I imagine him the idol of Lawyers and a Bank Man - and a celebrated village Dr and how one full indeed - the only --?-- swains that I speak of, which are many others who are studying hard their favorite language of flowers & making ready their bouquets - She is of course in fine spirits - giving each imploring glance its due encouragement - & sometimes whispering neighbouring Judges ( who by the by I forgot to lead the list with) - many unheard of before compliments - This Judge is a fat jolly soul of about 40 - a widower with some children - so you see all that trouble which many say I have here Miss Anna will like this - tho for my own part I should prefer the little Bank man whose affection I am so plainly is so great that word, one to feint to sap up his growing feelings a gentle squeeze of the hand or arm in returning from the portion - on a look - is all he can present to show that his “words are bonds,” his oath oracles his “looks” pure messengers sent from the heart.
I saw Mr Tayloe on his return from Arlington - He looked in fine spirits - I said he should return to the Dist to collect from you again something more to support life - consequently I conclude you have been kind-
Poor Richard is in great dismay at having so formidable a rival - & says when he writes do tell me all about Miss Mary - she has been very sick - but is better now - Cousin Howard is our life - yet his fund of anecdote & originality will never aspire - he often speaks of you - & joins in our ardent wish that you could be with us to animate our party to Culpepper - We propose proceeding on our trip in ten days - having no particular object in view I imagine we shall spend the chief part of our time in travelling & viewing the different curiosities -
A few evenings Rosa & myself with a large party of young folks took unto ourselves a ride on horseback I by way of being young again - & determined to have all the fun I could make M L remain at home - After proceeding about 3 miles from town we were soon taken by a severe storm of thunder rain & hail - We rode a perfect John Gilpin race - I soon lost my stirrup - & really anticipated the departure of the limb which it supported - but we fortunately got home with all our limbs safe & sound - but not to the skin - Mr Lomox tho we found nearly expired with fright - & as soon as I appeared I know the melancholy sound of - never again while you and I - so think not of proposing it - If you do a --?-- --?-- be certainly prepared for you - I feel quite anxious to have the opportunity to shew my authority which when I do I will inform you as I am sure you will rejoice in the dignity & authority which I possess -
One Thursday we took a walk to Chatham - the seat of your Ancestors - I went with all the feeling of my friend I am sure to this abode of the youthful joys of her dear Mother & I am sure felt all she could have done - Rosa & I talked of the scenes we expected she had enjoyed - wished for you a thousand times & culled from apparently old shrubs some cuttings which we concluded might be valuable - the situation is a beautiful one - the wreck of former grandeur splind(?) out & I may say hospitality in the large mansion remained - to tell of days gone by - I saw some of the old servants come forward to see us - & drank in the former dairy of your grandfather some delightful Buttermilk - we were kindly permitted to walk through out the house - & we though (or looked on the hearth where your mother had so often enjoyed herself in youthful gambols - with as in the commencement of her entry into the world as a woman) of the enjoyment she --?-- experience in viewing them again - But tho vivid the scenes may be to us of youthful pleasures yet to them they are forgotten - as Byron beautifully says dear the school boy spot we near forget - tho we are forgotten (No signature)
This letter was most difficult to decipher because of the handwriting. I am not at all sure that I transcribed many sentences properly. R. C Peniston 14 May 2001.